Summer Dream

My summer dream
Was for you to love me
The way I love you

My summer dream
Was to spend each
Moment with you

My summer dream
Was to lay under the stars
And let the moon
Shine above us

My summer dream
Has always been you...

unfinished work....

This was meant to be a song, but I would keep it as a poem.

You had never been my regret
But my mistake
I learned from you
What never to do

You were my everything
I would of done anything
For you
Walk through fire
Give you the world

But you went behind my back
And stabbed me
Went fooling around
Played me a fool

you came about in a dream...

Saying good-bye

Today, I said my final farewell with you. I will no longer be seeing you until I decide when it will be OK. And right now, it is not OK. I wish it was not like this, but it is. It hurts me but I will deal with my pain on my own.

My very last thought before I go to sleep, is you.

I have no idea

I do not know how to feel about you. I have lost all my reasons to believe that one day you felt something for me. I was so stupid, how could I ever think that. How can I have ever believed it, just the thought of it... what was thinking. But now it is over, I will keep my distance from you and just hope that in time I wills stop loving you.

This is the only place I can talk about you. Say what I can not tell you. But I still do not dare to say your name

Testing sending message through mobile device. Does it work?

To Know Me..

To know me

Is not knowing me at all

To live my life a mystery

To figure me out

Read Between the lines

Look close

And you might find something

Don't blink I might just pass you by

This is me, this is who I am

To live my life in mystery

This is how I choose to live

To know me

Is not knowing me at all

letters

Did you know, when I write I listen to music, I am in my own world and the problems around me dissapear. No one else exist but me and my words. Thats how I felt when it was us spending time together. But I feel that all of that is lost now, I miss our time together, I miss that feeling you gave me, the butterflies in my stomach. I know I describe the way I feel about you many times but what can I say it's how I felt. I hear your name and my heart sinks it's like having you there next to me. Today when I heard your name, a smile came to my face and I laughed, I explain to the guy why I smiled, and he tells me "If he doesn't realize it, he's missing out" and then wished me luck even a stranger knows. If he can, why can't you, open up to me let me know how you feel. Give us a chance. I am here, see me like I see you. Let your insecurities go, put your fear aside we can do this toghether. Let us take a risk, we loose nothing, we will work something out if it doesn't work out. Yes it is better to feared than to be loved, but thats only when you don't believe in love and both of us do even if one us does not want to admit to it. How much longer can I go like this. I am loosing my faith, starting to believe all of this wasn't true that I led myself to believe. Share your greatness with me, We can hide this forever or we can show it. Yes I know only time will be able to tell but until then I am here for you.