letters

Did you know, when I write I listen to music, I am in my own world and the problems around me dissapear. No one else exist but me and my words. Thats how I felt when it was us spending time together. But I feel that all of that is lost now, I miss our time together, I miss that feeling you gave me, the butterflies in my stomach. I know I describe the way I feel about you many times but what can I say it's how I felt. I hear your name and my heart sinks it's like having you there next to me. Today when I heard your name, a smile came to my face and I laughed, I explain to the guy why I smiled, and he tells me "If he doesn't realize it, he's missing out" and then wished me luck even a stranger knows. If he can, why can't you, open up to me let me know how you feel. Give us a chance. I am here, see me like I see you. Let your insecurities go, put your fear aside we can do this toghether. Let us take a risk, we loose nothing, we will work something out if it doesn't work out. Yes it is better to feared than to be loved, but thats only when you don't believe in love and both of us do even if one us does not want to admit to it. How much longer can I go like this. I am loosing my faith, starting to believe all of this wasn't true that I led myself to believe. Share your greatness with me, We can hide this forever or we can show it. Yes I know only time will be able to tell but until then I am here for you.